Ecstasies Unrevealed

You see, they're not just in my head. They're everywhere.


It's these images, so disturbing, that I conjure. They make me strong, they make me go on, they make me cling on to the emotions, to the feelings that I can never have and that I desire to have.


I cried, for the first time in months, when I heard your voice. It's still divine. =)


You're always there. Always. Whether I want it or not. Whether I need it or not.
I want it this time. I need it this time. Where the fuck are you?


No, I haven't changed. I still won't admit it.