Tum paas ho kay bhi,
Tum aas ho kay bhi,
Ehsaas ho kay bhi,
Apnay nahi.

People say that abscene makes the heart grow fonder. But, here you are, sitting with me and I've never felt us so far apart from each other. Holding hands, the warmth of your body gives me goosebumps and you lean forward to plant a kiss on my cheek...

Aisay hein, humko gilay tumsay na janay kyun..

Your words hold empty promises, your smiles stab me again and again. You're not the same, neither am I. We're just not the same anymore.

Milke bhi, hum na mile
Tumse na jaane kyun,
Meelo ke, hai faaslay
Tumse na jaane kyun
Anjaane, hein silsile
Tum se na jaane kyun,
Sapne hai palko taley
Tum se na jaane kyun

Time flies by and the silence stretches on

Yesterday they were inseparable; today they don't even see each other in the eye

They said it all, only the urgency was visible; this distance can now be measured and every word is now a distant echo..

Khayalon mein lakhon baatein yun toh keh gaya
Bola kuch na tere saamne

A thousand words, a thousand tears, a thousand prayers, all unanswered, all unheard. Pity, how you don't even realize the depth, the intensity of his gaze...

Huye na begaane bhi tum hoke aur ke
Dekho tum na mere hi banay...

The desperation, the futile attempts, the reality, the defeat...

It really is just a matter of time

I've sharpened my color pencils now.

I'm ready to color again.

Do you feel my excitement? Do you feel my resentment? Do you feel my obsession?

Am I being absurd?

The things we do simply justify how mad we are!

I honestly do not know how this will turn out to be. I don't really know what to write.
I know I'm a few days late, but you know how lazy I am =)

From countless hours on the phone, irrelevant conversations on the Internet, never meeting up, from acquaintances to best friends to just being good friends, obsessed with taking pictures, mood swings, to you growing up.

Manay, you may be a size of a midget, but I still love you. You may keep saying 'fuck you', but you never will be able to rape me just like that. You may not be as pretty as Bia, you will get married one day to this amazing, okay height wala man. Soon. Very very soon.

You may be all kinky and lesbianish with Bia in public and love Kasana till 'death do's you apart', you're still going to be one of the people I will remember all my life, cherish the friendship we have had, meet you twice in a year, bug you about getting married soon, whine to you whenever possible and all that crap.

I like the idea of telling everyone that you're 2 years older to me, now. Muhahahaha

Happy 21st birthday, bitch. I simply adore you! =)

This is the best I could do =P

Maybe I'll just tell sweet, innocent lies instead

*Cheers to our awe-fucking-some moods*

The memories are not enough, these still frames don't satisfy me

And all I want to do is bookmark you. I'd choose a white bookmark, with a red border and put it in between the pages which have our trademark on them.
White is the innocence, the purity we had.
And red? The rage. The completion.

When rainbows were soothing and lullabies put me to sleep..

Today, my Baba played the same old magic trick with me.

He pulled a toffee out of my hair. Out of the air. Just like that.

As always, I never asked how he did it. All the while, we both know how the trick is done.

I still giggled in delight and took the toffee.

I'm still your baby and you'll always be my Baba jaani.

I wonder if I would ever get enough of my magician... I don't expect to do that anytime soon. I don't expect to do that ever.

Bullay Shah

Chal Bulleya Chal Uthay Chalyae

Jithay Saray Anay..

Na Koi Saadi Zaat Pachane

Na Koi Sanu Manne

Chal Uthay Chalyae...Chal Chal Bulleya...Chal Uthay Chalyae

Bang bang, I used to shoot you down

And then, all hell broke lose - again.

You've killed more today in the name of Islam.

Damn you, bitches!

If you're happy and you know it clap your hands *clap clap*

First pay cheque! =)

If anyone is interested in a home based job (Lahore), do tell me! =)