Ecstasies Unrevealed

Izz happening

2011-12-14T00:58:00.000+05:00

Everything is changing again

From the crazy talks to crazy boys to crazier semester breaks. From squeaky voices to mood swings to 190 km/hour. Pool party, shopping, dancing, smoking, laughing fits and so on

The two people I adored the most since the past year or so are happily married MA. Nikah-o-fied actually. Rukhsati at the end of this month and another in Febuary.

And God just spins me like that :)

I hate goodbyes. And, the tears that follow

2011-11-10T01:00:00.001+05:00

My hormones get the best of me since a couple of years now. I am a sick sentimental, all mushy mushy, being. I remember the beautiful years when I hardly used to give a crap about anything and crying was for pathetic little girls. Now, I am the pathetic little girl

Simple Questions:

Why do things come to an end?
Why must we say goodbye?
Why must we move on?
Isn't life good the way it seems to be?
Why all the chaos?

I just want everything to stop.

Just like that.

No,I won't shed a tear just as long as you stand by me

2011-11-07T16:33:00.001+05:00

When the night has come

And the land is dark

And the moon is the only light we see

No I won't be afraid

Just as long as you stand, stand by me

The most romantic song any guy could sing!

Im in such a sappy/depressed/emo mood

I hope your Eid is better

2011-09-15T02:40:00.000+05:00

In the purity of rejoice,
The sinister feeling of calamity overburdens me
Just the way it was yesterday,
Just the way it seems to remain..

2011-09-15T02:38:00.000+05:00

Why the hell can't I open PostSecret?

HELP!

2011-09-15T02:37:00.000+05:00

In the celebration of finding you, I forgot who I was myself..

Cheers to your success!

2011-09-15T02:36:00.001+05:00

I'm just going to spam my blog now.

Yes, because I'm that cool

First, the complaints.

I'm on vacation. A long one. But, I don't feel like I'm on vacation at all. I'm tired and exhausted all the time. The last couple of months of my life were terrible. I wouldn't normally complain about petty stuff (except clothes and my personal life) but I will today. I have always been thankful for whatever I had but man, the last 3 months..it was like God was punishing me for breathing! Not even a single part of my life was anywhere near normal. And the minute it was, BAM! I was sick for...forever?

I'm glad that is over. A heavy weight has been lifted off my chest, I can finally breathe. And sleep. I didn't sleep for 3 months. Literally. You know those restless nights where you shut your eyes but you're aware of every single thing around you? Yeah, imagine continuous 90 days of that shit.

This dengue shit. What to say about that. Choro.

Second, the random stuff.

I don't want anyone to make me a page on Facebook when I die. Maryam, if you're reading this, take responsibility for making sure whoever makes it, deletes it.

Why? Well, I don't want to show how many 'friends' I have after I die. That's the most absurd thing ever. I don't want people writing on my wall/page expecting me to read it. I don't want questions like "Who she?/How she die?/ Is that her picture?/ Should we like, burn candles or something?/ OMG I ONCE SAW HER AT LIBERTY! WISH I COULD SAY HI NOW!" Why do people choose to be such idiots?

Third, praise myself

Wow, that was one long post :p And, hey, seems like I got new followers some how. Thank you for following :)

2011-08-23T13:33:00.000+05:00

Here’s to the mess we created,
the lives we’ve frustrated,
the white lies we told,
the kisses we stole.

The people we lost,
Our little pitfalls,
The friendships we treasure,
And the reality it triggers.

The sneak outs,
The laughter,
All them crazy things we come after

The pictures,
The fags,
We’ve got it going mad.

The movie repeats,
Another year will retreat,
Celebrate your destiny
With moments of ecastsy
　
2011, You better be something good. Reaaaally Good!

I wrote this on New Year's Eve and my boss at FreePacket didn't put it up because he thought it was rubbish :p

I've opened a marriage bureau

2011-08-05T01:44:00.001+05:00

So, anyone interested? ;)

The difference between Jubilee & Quality Street

2011-07-10T20:42:00.002+05:00

The person with Jubilee has a bigger heart but a small pocket whereas the Quality street person...well, what ever!

When I was younger, they told me the rainbows were a staircase to heaven

2011-07-04T20:52:00.000+05:00

My mother your mother live across the street
1819 Blueberry street

Boy's are rotten
made out of cotton
Girls are handy
made out of candy
Boys go to Jupiter
to get more stupider
Girls go to Mars
to get more candy bars

Icky pikcy hica hoo
Icky picky you
Icky picky hica ho
I love you

Fools

2011-06-24T13:31:00.000+05:00

Two women from my maternal side said that love marriage is not 'allowed' in 'our' family.
I'm telling you this in a decent way they were typical hau-haey aunties about it.

Irony is, they both had love marriages. I say, whatteyyy

Wanna be my Chamak Challo?

2011-05-30T02:09:00.000+05:00

AKON, BISH!

Love of its kind

2011-05-28T03:37:00.000+05:00

Ever had the type of friends you can jump on whenever your want to?

claw them, bite them, tickle them, sit on top of them and just simply be yourself?

The type that hug you when you sleep, are all chummy and you do not feel gay at all?

I Do.

Bless them for being a support of this kind :)

Cheers to our fantasies!

2011-05-22T22:34:00.000+05:00

You are the favorite mistake that I make every single day! :)

Post Your Secret

2011-05-15T19:34:00.002+05:00

So, I'm guessing anyone who knows blogging knows PostSecret

I don't even blog that much anymore but every Sunday, it's a ritual to visit this site.

It mesmerizes me at times. You believe you know it all and you've met them all but then, a new wave of emotions washes over you. It's these secret. What happens when someone experiencing something like this sees these and relates it to themselves? I wonder.

How do you feel when you NEED to blurt something out and you cannot?

So, what I am going to do is turn on my anonymous posting. Anyone can post a 'secret' here under the Guest post or whatever. You don't need to tell your name. Just post your secret and let it out.

Just an experiment. Lets see what happens

Toodles

Bryan Adam it is

2011-05-07T15:19:00.002+05:00

Cause when the feelin's right I'm gonna run all night

I'm gonna run to you

*bobs head to the music*

Facebook is taking over my Baba

2011-05-03T18:55:00.000+05:00

Precious remarks:

Baba to his relative: Aap apnay bachon ki tasveerein facebook pe lagaein na. Aisay he to sab ko yaad rehti hein shaklain

Scene 2:

Baba: Woh Shehla ko kahein na Facebook join karay. Sab to hein udhar!

Fact: Baba is not on Facebook.

On a light note:

*Phone rings*

Baba: Hello?
Bhai: Baba, aap kahan hein?
Baba: Kuttay chowk pe! (Nickname of the chowk near home)

Bhai bhi na.

2011-04-23T21:06:00.002+05:00

So, I'm at a point in life where I detest my brothers. Wait, I meant, I'm at that point again

We hardly talk, we hardly see each other we hardly - in short; we don't really give a shit about each other

And now, they're not home. Away for a bloody weekend I can't wait to see their ugly faces.

They're pathetic, but they're my blessings :)

To being Pakistani!

2011-04-01T18:52:00.001+05:00

As a nation, we're all giving a standing ovation to the boys. Sure, we were dying to win, but this defeat did not dampen us. It killed us, then it brought us back again to see the bigger picture. Afridi 11 gave us hope that we ...did not even have in the very beginning. How we usualy curse them, burn pictures on the street etc, the whole nation is actually pretty tamed this time. It was a big match and we lost. But, hey, look at us. We're proud and we're still green. ♥

Mohali it is!

2011-03-29T22:29:00.000+05:00

Records are meant to be broken.

Things are meant to change, eventually.

As far as stats are concerned, I reckon Pakistan leading by 69 to 46 wins by India in ODI's. Comparing matches played between the two in India, Pakistan again leads by ...17 to 9 victories.

Note: Regardless of being a world cup semifinal it is an odi after all, and that too, to be played in India.

Pakistan has a clear edge over stats.

Yet, to us, Pakistani's whatever the stats may depict, does not matter. We believe in our Nation, we believe in our Team, more than mere calculations of the past being used to decide that future.

Had that been the case, there would never have been the need for this match to take place. It would have taken just a piece of paper, a pencil or maybe a calculator to decide who the winner would be.

Moving on, honestly, it matters least weather it's Tendulkar or Kapil (the so-called gods' of Indian cricket) on the other end. We have shattered the stumps of all, for to us, they are nothing but mere mortals.
It does not matter what happens on 30th March, what matters is the belief, that We Can. And the strength to make it Happen!

One other piece of advice, do not simply rely on the fact that you've won all 4 World Cup matches against Pakistan. You might not be able to say 'all 5.'

Looking forward to a match as great as the rivalry between the two.

Cheers.
-Ahmed Nauraiz Rana

Kiss-It

2011-03-22T19:53:00.000+05:00

Like a soulful kiss, I lay gently on the bed, resting my mind, body and soul as I drifted to the tune of your voice..

Ohz my Godz i'm like so k3wl!

2011-03-20T20:55:00.001+05:00

I have 4 new followers! For no good reason! Yay followers! I louve you.

Muhammad Hamza, Bessy, Shaheera, Izna & KWP : HI!

Celebrations

2011-02-11T16:00:00.001+05:00

Here's to messing up yet another semester

*Cheers*

:p

Nushay ban gai internee

2011-01-28T10:12:00.000+05:00

Im having so much fun that I do not even mind getting up early in the morning dring my vacations. That says something, right? =P

Of them viruses and stuff

2011-01-25T21:06:00.000+05:00

I used to get viruses in form of email through my friends id's a lot which annoyed the shit out of me. Until 2 days ago, I had no idea my own id was doing that. Selling stuff that I cannot even write =\

And, today was the first day of my internship. I never went. Car issues. Sigh.

I don't smile for you to smile back

2011-01-12T21:53:00.000+05:00

I'm doing things I have never done before and I won't stop. I'm fifteen again with a i-don't-give-a-fuck attitude.

You should try it. Be awesome.

If you don't want to. Maybe you should just sit around and wait for something controversial to happen so that you can celebrate your mere existence and comment on others. That good?

Good.

What's in the name....?

2011-01-08T18:44:00.000+05:00

Its a normal thing that my mother and I argue jokingly about the caste's we belong to. She always goes on to say how she has Spanish ancesters and are royal blooded (cuz google said so) etc etc.

Today I just took a step ahead.

She was, yet again, teasing me about my caste (which I would not mention) that I simply said, "I'm sorry, you belong from a caste that has done the most despiteful things that I ever happened to see in life. How can you call yourself Royal Blooded when you're the most pathetic of beings that can be?"

Reaction? Haey Godzzz.

She had tears in her eyes while she fiercly tells me "You and *insert her caste name* are done. Over"

Me: "Errrr...I never considered myself a part of that family anyway. I don't know anyone..."

Cuts me off to say : "I AM A *caste name*. Your nani was a *blah*, my daadi was a *blah*. More blah blah blah

Anyone missing star plus? Come over. Dramay baray hein yahan. pffffft.

Stupid, egoistic people.

Day One, Rant One

2011-01-01T20:50:00.001+05:00

It's not okay for me to go to a dinner on new years eve or a concert today but it is okay for them to leave me alone at home.

I say fuck this shit.

Lovers Re-Unite

2010-12-20T06:13:00.001+05:00

They lay on top of each other, panting, still fresh from their love making. The city slowly awakened, welcoming the first ray of sunlight. He lit his cigarette and puffed away his exhaustion as she lay on his chest, breathing him in.

The forbidden night had showed them the ecstasy they had been missing all along. Missing...nah, holding back. Both of them lay there, re-living their love, with every kiss, every thrust, every moan and every tear. Maybe they should be ashamed of it, but they weren't.

It was worth it. The pleasure, the pain, the exertion, the serenity. Each and every second of it.

You know you are in Love when this happens

2010-12-18T03:13:00.002+05:00

Maryam Reza 406: I honestly have no idea what to write here about you. You're my crazy/cheap/loser/bitchy/brutally honest dance partner, chawli partner, pagal partner and you're my sister. The other one. I love you and I hate you, too. But I lahves you more ♥. I'm incoherent I know and I also know I'll be hearing gaaliyan for this... one. I really love you. You freakishly crazy, gutsy hoe. ♥♥

Because you make my day, slutt. =)

Whattey, Chacha!

2010-12-15T22:02:00.000+05:00

Ok, so Chacha is my cook who I adore and he's family. Our guardian, annoying, horrible cook that is one of those people you can't let go. =)

Bhai was using his cell on the dinner table today when he came along, to serve chapati, and said "Oye jee, Facebook use kar raey ho?" (Are you using facebook?)

This alone left me shocked before he came around again and told us he called up my sister, in America, and the 4 minute call only cost him rs 3.

Mein kehti hoon, I live amongst amusing people! =D

Truth be told

2010-12-09T19:20:00.002+05:00

Mein ek sarri hoi larki hoon.

*eeee*

Donuts?

Insightful Abida

2010-12-03T18:48:00.000+05:00

So, we have this girl living in with us since the past 2-4 years who sounds like a 6 year old, acts like a 40 year old and is actually just around 12-14 years old.

Apparently, she has this thing for dramas and serials, like all women do, but Abido is really very special. Not only does she sit in the TV lounge at every chance she gets, glued to the side of the sofa where no one can see her (since she's so tiny), she has an amaaazing memory.

You name it, she knows it. She knows of all the movies we (the whole family) has watched till date, irrespective of the fact that she does not understand any other language than Urdu & Punjabi.

She was the first person in the house to sing Munni Badnaam in the kitchen along with other gazillion songs. Did I mention she sings in a pitchy voice that echoes through my house? Yeah, that!

Best thing just happened right now. I just heard her sing "I am special, I am beautifulll"

Anyone who watches Star World, especially during "Next Top Model" knows what that is.

DAYUM ABIDO! =\

Sheela ki Jawani

2010-11-27T18:44:00.001+05:00

Because cheapness is so my thing
Because Sheela is so sexy << Click to see how awesome i am :D

For the wise: Answer please

2010-11-12T19:26:00.000+05:00

At what point exactly in our lives do we stop disappointing our parents?
At what point do we stop visiting 'that' room, close the doors, and hear what an embarrassment we are?

I'm sorry, am I speaking of a hypothetical situation or does such a point truly come?

The four letter word

2010-10-31T00:09:00.000+05:00

My friends' aunt: I saw that you used that word on Facebook
Friend: What word?
Aunt: That four lettered word! I did not expect you to say that...
Friend: What...LOVE?
Aunt 2: I think she means fuck

So basically, the 4 letter word NOT to say now is love. haaa

I don't want to get married

2010-10-24T23:19:00.005+05:00

My 'boss' thought it would be funny to give my following article this title. I think he is a retard.

Khair, I wrote this article about the nature of arrange marriages in the society. I posted it on my Facebook but like my previous articles, did not post it on Mama's wall.
She still did read it, I'm sure of that. She kind of looked upset a little while ago, coincidentally, after using the Internet.

So, I need your opinion, hardly 3 of the readers that I have
a) Yes, my boss was a retard to name this (click on the link) article my present title
b) Should mum be upset? Seriously?

If only God was on Facebook!

2010-10-12T00:18:00.000+05:00

Only the most important profile seems to be missing on Facebook!

Read the whole article here. It is so awesomely lame

Gossip Girl

2010-10-10T20:07:00.002+05:00

I'm sorry, I'm a victim too. I've had a Gossip Girl Marathon this weekend.

You know you love me
Ex oh ex oh!

*giggles*

Nostalgia?

2010-10-07T21:09:00.002+05:00

Akar bakar bambay bo!

Asi naway pooray SAU! Yayyyyy!

What do you do when you're sick?

2010-10-02T16:07:00.002+05:00

No, seriously. Answer me.

Exhausting days bring out the best in you, no?

2010-09-29T23:38:00.002+05:00

I talk to myself a lot.

I find myself more amusing than most of the people I meet.

Facebook is SO not for mothers

2010-09-25T22:42:00.000+05:00

So I helped Ama upload a few pictures today.
Hardly 2-3 hours ago infact

And I am so sick and tired of her checking her account from her iPhone AND the computer.

I mean, you put up the pictures, good. You DO NOT HAVE TO CHECK IT EVERY SECOND SOMEONE COMMENTS ON THEM!

hadh hai

Pinch me, please

2010-09-25T21:43:00.000+05:00

I don't know what the term best friend means. I have a lot of friends who are close to me one way or other. Each and everyone of them is dear to. Distance does not count. At all.

Except right now. Nageen, wapis ajao =(
The world is insane without your sarcasm. I m incomplete without your stupid stories.
I miss you so bloody much, moti, that I want to cry right now.
Bawl like a baby wala cry!

Baarish

2010-09-23T18:51:00.000+05:00

Dear Rain,

I love you!

Yours sincerely,

Bullaya, ki jana mein kaun

2010-09-17T09:38:00.000+05:00

Na maen momin vich maseet aan

Na maen vich kufar diyan reet aan

Na maen paakaan vich paleet aan

Na maen moosa na pharaun.

Bulleh! ki jaana maen kaun

Suggestions anyone?

2010-09-14T15:28:00.002+05:00

Okay, it's been more than a year now since I've been doing this article job. I'm tired of it and have decided that after this month, I am officially done.

Im not willing to write more of this crap. Hadh he ho gai hai. Paisa buri bala hai. >.<

Any suggestions to what I should take up next? Any job refferals anyone? Home based ones.

And, if anyone is interested in taking up this job, do tell. I'm more than willing to give you to my boss.

I might hate myself for this

2010-09-14T01:30:00.002+05:00

I just want university to open. Bas.

Eidi le lo!

2010-09-11T09:13:00.001+05:00

Nushay ki taraf se ehlay blogger.com ko Eid-ul-Fitr Mubarak ho!

Do share your Eidi with the flood victims. =)

I'm a modern, contemporary woman

2010-09-10T01:44:00.002+05:00

So, I asked my Baba to help me check grammatical mistakes in my articles. Thought I could try explaining to him what I do because he's the only one who regularly asks about my work.

Apparently, he got really very upset that I was writing 'on sensitive topics' such as divorce, troubled marriages etc.

I find it humorously adorable as he kept telling me that I should not be doing this.

Hhahahahhaa, haey Baba, ap jaaaan hein meri! *heart*

The Death Of Cricket

2010-09-08T01:47:00.003+05:00

I think I believed in the team at every step, mostly when they were failing. I still stand with them, for no good reason.

You've left us ashamed but, I still support you and pray for a fresh start.

For there is nothing left for me to do except hope.

P.S: Read "A Letter to Salman Butt"

Eat yo jell-o

2010-09-07T06:37:00.001+05:00

Have you ever tried eating jelly by putting it in your mouth, clenching your teeth and the pushing the jelly forward with your tongue?

It's awesome!

One Must Not Sleep When One Expects News To Arrive

2010-09-06T16:28:00.007+05:00

So, since the past week, I have been sleeping after 8 AM because I was expecting my result to arrive by post. I needed to hide it before anyone saw it because I passed but the GPA was lower than the last semester & I didn't want anyone at home to see it.
Finally, I gave up hope and thought the stupid university isn't even posting it. And, I slept today. And, the freaking result just had to arrive.
Stupid na ho to.

"The Ambulance is More Muslim Than You"

2010-09-04T17:22:00.004+05:00

For those unaware of who this man is, let me put it in a very simple way:
Hollywood has Batman, Superman, The Hulk, and Spiderman. Pakistan has Edhi.
What has inspired me to write about Edhi? He certainly does not need
any....
To read the whole article, visit this link: 'The Ambulance is more Muslim than you': Abdul Sattar Edhi

Mere Baba

2010-09-03T20:08:00.003+05:00

He looks so handsome in shalwaz kamiz na ke bas!
Mashallah, meri nazar na lagay unhein

Abhi he got ready to go out somewhere and he was wearing a black kamiz with white shalwar. Bas, he's very handsome, what more can I say?

Oh, and my mama smells the bestest. I promise. It's hard not to give her a bone crunching hug when she smells so good.
Edible. *slurp slurp* Mama very pretty hein btw.

Thought you should all know =P

Are you up?

2010-09-03T00:46:00.002+05:00

I am looking for volunteers who would be delighted to make me a strong cup of tea so I would get rid of this annoying headache.

OKseeyoubye

Mein ek gadhi hoon

2010-09-01T06:18:00.002+05:00

You do not get to agree to the title. No Sid/Maryam, not even you guys! =P

So, I have Sehri, then I work, then the lights go out, then I try to sleep, then I fail, then the lights come back on, then I go eat ice (because I have this weird addiction) and after 5 minutes I realize:

MERA ROZA HAI!

Hadh hai meri jahalat ki! So bloody absent minded!

You're my fucking ray of sunshine

2010-08-27T19:11:00.002+05:00

Every creeper is a whore. We all have a whore within us, bursting to show its asliyat.

Do not deny the whore in you

I'm holding on

2010-08-26T04:37:00.002+05:00

...because I know there's no other who'd sing for me just so I'd cheer up =)

Introduction

2010-08-25T20:31:00.001+05:00

Dear Disappointment,

Meet your best friend. Again.

Love,
Me

Sali Makhi!

2010-08-24T19:22:00.000+05:00

Is it me or do we have wayyyy to many flies here?

You're beautiful

2010-08-24T09:01:00.003+05:00

You're at your best when you're not even trying

It makes this juvenile content stronger, just like you & I...

Nusrat Fateh Ali Khan Sahab

2010-08-22T18:04:00.003+05:00

Mein aj kal epic, puranay ganay sun rai hoon.

Here you go:

Dil wich tera pyar wasa ke,
waikhi jawan kol bitha k,
Tainu dil walay sheesha ich sajaya
Dil karay waikhda rahwan,
Kinna sohna tainu rab ne banaya

Consider it

2010-08-22T02:06:00.004+05:00

He drinks from the green bottle that has your name printed on it.

He's drunk with your memories

And he'll soon drown in them too..

There, now talk!

2010-08-18T11:51:00.002+05:00

I miss you and I love you!

*dhair saray dil*

Ye lo, cheapness bhi included for you! ;)

You know.

2010-08-17T14:28:00.000+05:00

*yawn*

Mujhay roza lag raha hai!

Jashn-e-Azaadi Mubarak

2010-08-14T07:54:00.003+05:00

Kuch shor macha,
awaz utha,
jo josh daikha wo bepana,
ab soch badal ke kuch kar daikha,

jo bun jaey azad khayal,

har azam taira kar de dhamaal,

har amal tera woh bemisal,

kuch shor macha,

Awaz Utha

Because big girls don't cry

2010-08-11T07:13:00.002+05:00

*Deep breath*

Inhale. Exhale. Deeper breath.

Breathe, relax.

Even a lifetime is not enough.

What Have I Done?

2010-08-08T13:19:00.003+05:00

Dear You,

You know who you are. I did what I could do. Please do not disappoint me and try doing the same.
There's 1% of me that says you'll fail. Maybe, just maybe, the 99% screams that.

Love,
Me

Change.

2010-08-08T13:16:00.004+05:00

Okay, she's right. I do walk around like I'm never wrong.

Well. I'm not. True. I think this is going to be my bitch blog now since you want to see something else in me, I'll just be myself here. Not.

See, I'm impossible. But you already knew that, haan?

Just for the record, I do know when I am wrong and trust me, I'm never 100% wrong. I used wrong too many times in this post.

6th August

2010-08-06T20:05:00.000+05:00

I love you and I miss you, Amm. I'm glad at least I don't get to disappoint you anymore.

They're all around us

2010-08-05T23:19:00.000+05:00

Bloody, uncivilized, illiterate fucks!

Waka Waka anyone?

2010-08-01T04:01:00.002+05:00

Ummm, FIFA fever 2031 Gujrat version available here

Summer of 2010?

2010-07-31T07:10:00.002+05:00

Summer vacations again and i almost, yes ALMOST forgot what else they meant!

Naked Tyrant Productions is back!

Another summer of a few kick ass videos is just what we need in this melting heat

Spiders

2010-07-25T23:13:00.001+05:00

I still don't like fake, plastic bugs.

Shab-e-Miraj Mubarak

2010-07-08T22:02:00.002+05:00

To That feeling I had a year ago,

Thank God that for the first time it did not actually happen

I can breathe now because it was all wrong..

May Allah bless you all =)

Love,
Me

2010-07-02T23:11:00.001+05:00

Braces Off!

*Celebrations*

2010-06-28T20:46:00.001+05:00

The formula is wrong.

So are the directions.

The ingredients aren't right.

But this experiment is sex-a-licious!

2010-06-23T20:28:00.003+05:00

What we will actually do is run around in circles and start at the point where we initially began. And then, we'll call it a new beginning...

2010-06-18T18:27:00.003+05:00

It's sister week! If you have a sister who has made you laugh, wiped your tears, hugged you tight, watched you succeed, saw you fail, cheered you on and kept you strong, copy and paste this to your status. Ushooooooo ♥

As if it's not enough that I am counting the days left for your arrival that you make me cry with this silly facebook status.

I miss you like crazy and I swear, I'm nothing without you, woman. You are more than a sister to me...you're my mentor, my best friend, my shield, my arguments, more possessive than mama could ever be. You're perfect and I worship the ground you walk on. I love you, moti. I may disappoint you now and then but that's what we do, right? We're family.

It sucks not being able to hug you whenever i want to and not being able to kiss your soft cheeks. It sucks having to hide how I actually feel because you might start missing me more. But it's comforting that you are happy and you have a family that adores you both; here and there.

I miss you, Apa. You complete my life and make it perfect =)

2010-06-06T14:59:00.000+05:00

Goosebumps and deep sighs.

That's what makes you so perfect

2010-06-03T21:38:00.001+05:00

He's awesome.

UglyDuckling

True Story x)

2010-05-30T20:41:00.001+05:00

If I promise to be careful, to be wise, would you dance with me in the rain?

Just Pictures

2010-05-29T19:45:00.005+05:00

Just because I wanted to put them up =P

Storm in Lahore

Random 5 AM pictures

The Before And After

2010-05-27T21:31:00.002+05:00

A single step at a time will make the distance shorter at one point or other.

The more steps she takes, the further he seems.
The closer she gets, more hopeful is he.

They wonder if this chase will ever end?

2010-05-25T15:21:00.002+05:00

My Hotmail ain't opening. Stupid screwed up effing Internet!

I'm too lazy to work. I'm quitting my job and planning to relax now. Like I never do that.

University is a bitch. Summer semester is bitchier. I took 5 days off straight, including the weekend. Then, I took today off too. I don't know why Ama is pissed because of that.

I would quit college but then they'd have something to taunt me about forever. I wish I HAD gone for BA. Then, the marriage stories.

Ye ami abu'on ko hai kia? Shadi shadi shadi. Pffft. Let me breath. I'm just a kid. Stop planning even if it means 2 years later.

I want to go to Ireland. It's beautiful. Proof: P.S: I love you & Leap Year.

I really want to get that scholarship for Switzerland. But for that, this child needs to be artistic. My GPA sucks because my drawing skills suck. 2nd year, come already.

If I DO get that scholarship, I want to go. I would miss home but I want a break.

I want to go to America with my sister this summer. No one would let me. I just want to go. Just want a break. Just.

A few days ago, my blogger wasn't opening either. I thought it was banned too. Maryam told me it wasn't. I'm glad I checked again today. It's not.

I don't miss blogging, but I miss reading blogs.

And, Followers? Stay awesome and stop un-following me. =)

2010-05-11T22:11:00.001+05:00

Do not disappoint me by telling me I am not "enough"

Because when I let go, I literally let go

I'm just bored out of my mind

2010-05-05T23:43:00.001+05:00

I'm a fucking rebel
Or so I think

I'm moody and that, my love, is HELL for you!

2010-04-12T17:53:00.000+05:00

Dear Uxi,

Happy Belated Birthday.

You're missed.

Love,

2010-03-24T16:38:00.001+05:00

Cellphone rings

"Tubelight Calling"

Me: Hello?
Maham: Anushay! Kahan ho?
Me: Yaar mein apnay lounge mein baethi hoon, kyun? Kab arai ho?
Maham: Ullu ki pathi upar ao mein tumharay kamray mein hoon!

I love you so much! =)

2010-03-16T17:13:00.002+05:00

Oh dear God.
That post scared me.
It's not about just loving your 'special someone', it's about all those who you love. How would I ever survive without even one of them?

It's happening again...I'm scared! Ironically, to death...

2010-03-12T22:24:00.000+05:00

The little things we do are the ones that are remembered forever!

2010-03-05T23:29:00.000+05:00

Here we go again

2010-02-21T18:00:00.000+05:00

It's all shiny and bright.

Thank you =)

2010-02-16T23:48:00.002+05:00

" Husband and children are one thing, love is another" -A.M

Because we all have our own theories ;)

2010-02-07T17:14:00.005+05:00

Beneath the layers of warm quilts, she was snuggled right next to him. Her head on his shoulder, his lips on her forehead. She seemed to be staring at the window, which was showered with rain drops, and had a lazy expression on her face. He had his arms wrapped around her, holding her lightly but aggressively.

They belonged to each other, and they knew it well.

An image well captured; tranquil, harmonious, momentous, indulging and ecstatic.

Picture Perfect.

2010-01-31T16:46:00.003+05:00

The pieces of a shattered glass cannot be put back together to make it look like a perfect piece of crystal again

Neither can I be treated the same way

I lose, I admit defeat

2010-01-27T23:02:00.003+05:00

Duniya mein gham kam nahin thay Khudaey

ke tunay ek aur udhar le lia

Ronay walay bhi kam nahi thay Khudaey

humnay aisa bhi kia gunah hai kia

tu kia le baetha hai mere liay mujh ko bata de

Iss na cheez ki ye iltija hai Khudaey,

azmaishon ke agay haar gaey hein hum aj

Imaan he sirf kaim hai teray wastay

koi to rah dekha de mujhay Khudaey

Ke nikloon mein is mizaar-e-kainat se...

2010-01-25T21:19:00.000+05:00

It's anything but magical